Sky
Have you ever try looking at the sky really look at it?
I love looking up at sky. The feeling it gave me was peace. The color be it day or night, bright or rainy still feel good to me.
The first time when I stepped out of Brisbane Airport, the first time I did was to look at the sky, it was so pretty. Even till now I still miss the sky there. Isnt it suppose to be the same sky everywhere? But why I just feel that Brisbane sky just look more peaceful and pretty? Is it me or is it the sky?
Aussie
I miss Brisbane, Aussie. Day by day, month by month, there wasnt a minute that I dont miss my life there and it getting more and more. I really miss it there.
Mochi
Tried my hands on Mochi some time ago and it tasted good :) My neice and nephew love them but without the red bean filling. They like it plain and the rest of my family like it with the fillings. For me I like it both ways :)
The mochi mixture waiting to go into the microwave
The mochi after being microwave
The red bean paste I used for my mochi :)
The end results.....MOCHI that are selling so expensive in Supermarkets Bleh :P and it only takes like less than 15 mins to make them.
Baking Pics Part 2
Hotdog Bread
Dough
Hotdog
Dough + Hotdog
Plus putting it into pretty pattern
Viola....Hotdog bread :)
Dont they just look pretty :)
The final touches :) No pics for fresh out of oven cos before I could remember to take pics, all my hotdog breads were gone from the table.
Cant help but feel so proud of myself :P
Yam Bread
Dough to proof....
Yam waiting to go into the dough....
When yam n dough combined, we get yam bread :) with egg wash on it....
Ok, I know the egg wash looked ugly but blame on there wasnt any brush to paint the egg wash :P Anyway the bread was yummy :)
Chocolate Chips Bread
Mixture to....dough
Waiting for it to proof....then into the oven...
Out from the oven, out from the big bowl came the big chocolate chip bread :)
Chocolate Chips Cookies
From this to......
Big chocolate chips cookies :) hehehe
Chocolate Cookies
Cutting out the shapes
Dont they just look cute?
Fresh out from the oven :)
Long Long Ago Pics..........
Baking :)I always have a passion to bake, cook etc exploring new recipes, buying new bakingwares for my fav past time :) I love to bake when I'm happy, depress, down and sad. I place all my fustration into love for cooking and baking. I realise it's actually a very good way of relaxing for me. I sBelow are the long overdue pics which are suppose to be post long long time ago :) Anyway, here are the long overdue pics :) Not all of course :P
My new bakingwares from Taka :)
My new oven which can grill, microwave, and of course bake, half is being sponsored by my dearest sis :) the other half I paid for it :) This oven cost us almost $600 but I think it was worth the price :)
Ok this is also my new blender hahaha :) Just love new things, not that the old one spoilt but then the old one was just hmmm not so useful cos it was just the blender without the big bowl etc so hmmm everything I got to find a bowl that was big enough for the mixture so it was quite a chore infact. So now with the new blender (I still use the old one lah cos I can at one go use two of them to make 2-4 different kinds of cookies, bread etc) I am set to work for the first time on bread :)
From this little dough......
viola......this big dough :) hehehe after 2 hours of leaving it there :)
Red Bean Bread :)
Close view of the bread :)
Bacon, ham and chicken floss bread :) not being dressed with ham and bacon yet.
With the bacon and ham, ready to go into the oven.
After in the oven for 20 mins, I added the mayo and put the chicken floss on them :)
The finished product :)
Trying my hands on curry puff. Cooking the curry paste with chicken and potatoes.
Boiling the eggs.
The finished product, didnt have the time and hands to snap pics when I was putting the potatoes into the dough :P
Ok actually still got lots of pics on chocolate bread, hotdog bread, yam bread, chocolate cookies and mochi etc but hmm till next time. I'm getting better each time I put myself to work on the bread :) I made cupcakes and banana cakes too but hmm sad to says I forgot to take pics on them :( the banana cakes was great and really tasty :) can only describe to you since there wasnt any pics :P
New Car
Kel finally got his hands on his new car this afternoon. I met him at Vivocity since I off at 5.30pm and he at 6pm. I figured out that Vivocity would be the nearest place to meet cos Kel working near there and me taking a train over is fast too. I reached there in less than 20 mins.
Before talking about the new car, maybe I should update a little on before getting the car since I never touch much on it cos I was just too reluntant to talk on it. Anyway, eversince, Kel got the idea of buying a car installed into his brain permanently, nobody could do any change to it be it me or the parents or anyone anything. To discuss = to argue/to force etc with me. I lost track of the number of times we quarrelled due to CAR. I simply refused to have anythg to do with it on the decision of buying a car and I even called up his mum to declare that I got nothg to do with the car buying. And after that I just kept quiet and change my mindset on the car (bring it to be positive :) since I cant change the fact already). Altot I still alittle upset about it but otherwise I am coming to terms with it :)
Met Kel, had dinner, went to walk ard, bought some lunch boxes for Kel so that we could bring lunch to work (save some money for him cos he got to PAY FOR HIS MISTRESS now). And me save some money so that I could go Korea? and also be more healthy. I still not that use to eating outside food eversince I came back from Aussie. Kel wanna get some stuffs for his car but is either too ex or they are not selling hmm not the day to get car stuffs I think kekeke.
Went to the carpark to collect his car, hmmm maybe saw too much on the road so nothing special, I got to drive the car, good feel on it, quiet and comfy just that dont quite like the seats. But anyway, better than no car rite (remember I change my mindset :) ).
So LITTLE Time
Eversince I started working, I start to feel that having 24 hours a day is never enough for me. There are just too much things to do and I cant accomodate them in 24 hours. I even start to feel that sleeping is simply a waste of time. How I wish I got more time on hands.
我们怎么了
落泪以前再看一眼你模糊侧脸这会不会是最后纪念我凝视你而你凝视窗外的阴天一句抱歉都僵在嘴边我搞不懂我们到底怎么了诚实的背后是否住着伤口我想不透我们的爱怎么了雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
你的笑脸还在胸前晃动着昨天为何回忆会让人晕血如果我们继续向前走进雨里面会不会有溶解的危险我搞不懂我们到底怎么了诚实的背后是否住着伤口我想不透我们的爱怎么了雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
明明从前连真挚都很甜美现在怎会说句话就能肿一边我搞不懂我们到底怎么了诚实的背后是否住着伤口我想不透我们的爱怎么了雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
So tired of life
Only been working for about 2 weeks and I feeling so tired already plus the neverending quarrels with Kel, how I wish I could just disappear from this planet :( And seeing friends settling down one by one, having babies craving seem to creep into me too. I yarn to have a family of my own, babies etc, it was really sad and disappointed that I cant experience the joy of all this. I am sad yeah I really am and I just hate it to tell u the truth. I envy those people who are at the process of being a new mummy, the feeling of having a little life inside them. I suppose Kel just dont understand why. You know all these inside me I just feel I going to burst soon. These days I just force myself to be occupy by all kind of things and I even sign up for gym (see below) just not to let me think of getting marry, being able to have a child of my own etc. I guess woman will just be woman, when the age of getting marry came, you just cant stop the urge and angriness of still not being able to settle down esp when you are with a guy or a man who dont grow up for almost 6 years. Sometimes, maybe he should really think why am I getting pek chek super easily esp when it comes to him buying a car. Anyway enough of all these, if I were to carry on writing on this, it would be forever. I just know I not feeling good on this getting marry and child topic, I am down, sad, disappoint etc all those words that can discribe my emptiness now. And worst I dont even know if I should marry this man, even family and friends rise this ? to me.
Work is tough, stress and tired. Whenever I see the whiteboard above me, I just feel so low. The new girl who came in at the same time as me felt the same too and she felt even worst than me. It was never ez to be in a sales job if you are not a sales person, me who never belongs to this group of people, was not sure why I got accepted in the first place. For every sales job I go, I simply performed very well and thus got me in all the position I applied to. But when it came to those jobs I love, I dont why I just performed super lousy and got rejected :( Sad huh. But then I got to work for at least 3 months before I can start thinking of changing a job. Hope for the best now.
Ok I know I havent been updating much these day esp looking thru the entries, I havent even blog on my Chirstmas and NY. Oh my, I think I will just post up the pics minus the words kekeke.
Yesterday, I finally sign up for a 13 months gym membership with Fitness First to keep myself healthy and main reason to slim down :) I not sure if the price is counted as expensive but it was a freaking $1522 + $88 (admin fees) + GST (which I'm not sure of) *faintz* I am never tempted to join one but this time round my head and mind work as a whole hmm they were never ever that co-operative before apart from going overseas to study. And I really love the feel, environment, ambiance, ppl, courses etc there. I can access to all the clubs and there are more news one coming, I am looking forward for 1 Raffles (opening Feb) and AMK (opening March). I been to 2 clubs so far, both were good esp the one at 1 George St, the view was just great. The relaxing feel was hmmm good. Ok just a few pics of the pool and view first (1 George St branch), the rest will be next time cos its just takes forever to load the pics.
Isnt the views good? And I just love the pool altot I dont know how to swim but it isnt too bad to just be in the pool relaxing and looking at the view. The pool overlooking at the view of Singapore River, Esp, etc. Think will mostly go down to 1 George St branch on Sat, wkdays will be Capital Tower cos it is just a 5 mins walk from my office, Sun still deciding but if I want to go for the Tai Chi class it would be Capital Tower, that the onli place that have this. Shall see how.
Ok shall blog till here, havent been feel well since yesterday, feel giddy since yest morning hai~~ sianz.
First Entry for 2007
Havent have the time to update my blog till now. Ok maybe not no time is just that I simply dont feel like sitting down after a whole day at work.
The first weekend after having been working at the new place for 3 days :) Happy me just cant wait for the weekend to come but it seem so short and now is already SUN *MY GOD!!!! FAINTS*
Ok just wanna to write something down at this hour cos I couldnt decide if I should make my dough for bread now which is almost 2 AM or wake up at 4.30 AM to make then let it prove for 2.5 hrs which is 7.30 then put the ingred and mould it into the shape I wanna then bake it so that my neice and nephew got fresh bread out from the oven to eat when I go to fetch them at 9.15 AM for the TKD exams or simply dont make any bread...hmmmm how which should I choose?? And I still wanna make the mochi for my neice. HOW HOW HOW hmmm cant decide :(
See how lah. Shall blog more on Christmas eve and NY eve if I come online again.
