Chaotic
My life is getting more and more chaos.
I realise I have been crying and crying behind my close office door ever so often nowadays. Even when I am doing my work, I will just break down. How long more can I push myself to go on, I dont even know myself.
Sometimes I really just feel like giving up everything and run away from everything.
Can I just dont care about everything?
Chaos
Last week was just chaos for me..........
My parents had an accident last wed. Was at a meeting when my bro called up and told me Dad and mum had an accidently, can I go to the hospital and see how they are now. Scared the hell out of me, grabbed my thgs and back to my office, took my bag and says a quick words to my Mgr and off I go to picked my sis to hospital too. Nearly cried out for not knowing how they are while I was on my way, it was just too scary at the moment. Even my sis dont know what she should do after I told her dad and mum got into an accident.
It was always when you are rushing that the traffic really got into your way, while on my way to sis's office and the hospital, the red lights just seem to be never ending and also the roads seem to have more cars!!! Arghhh!!!!
Reached the hospital and was surprised to see my sis-in-law rushed down too anyway was kind of fed up with the hospital staffs cos while the relatives are damm panic they still want you to do this obey that rule arghh buay tahan but ya lah I know that's their duties :( After all the procedure, my sis and I finally get to see my parents at the emergency area, both were laying there, looking pale. Mum was better altot her blood pressure were terribly low and there were cuts on her legs and hands. Dad was much worst, he had a long deep cut on his feet. Spoke to the doc/nurse, the cut need to be stitch up but they cant do it cos there were alot of dirt in the wound so no choice must stay in the hospital to see how it goes. At least the nerves and bones are not hurt only fature and a little crack. But still if you see the wound, you will know just how deep it was, will upload the pic.
Both sis and I took the week off, to take care of both of them, cos both of them cant walk :(
And the worst thing is, my body system break down on Fri after all the chaos and not enough rest :( Wanna to take MC but cant cos this whole week got the important meeting on P & T :( just how terrible and chaos my life can be :(
Oh yar another chaos thg to happen, I am going to move house soon!!! Damm just hate it!!!!!
Dragonfly
Went to Dragonfly at St James Power Station last night :) Must be wondering why I can go right hahaha cos parents went overseas lor :P
Meet Evelyn and bf to go, and so coincident Evelyn got the membercard that allows her to bring in 3 guest so off we go to Dragonfly without paying covercharge :) Evelyn n bf reached first cos she reserve a table 2 weeks before for us so that we get a table :) when Kel and me reached there, the crowd still quite ok but as it got later the whole place was so packed but is ok haha. I like the live band and the songs they sang and played.
Saw quite afew stars there, like Sebastian from Singapore Idol singing on stage, one guy from Superband and also Patricia Mok in bright pink wig etc.
We stayed there till 3 plus in the morning, really had quite a good time cos I felt so relaxed, but aiya I never bring in my camera else can take pics :(
A Bit of Pampering :)
Went to Monsoon at Novena Square yesterday, Kel wanna to cut his hair so after walking around, he decided he would try out Monsoon and me instead of just sitting down to wait, decided to do abit of pampering to myself :> So did the medicure and pedicure at Monsoon too. Didnt know that they actually have this service till yesterday.
The ger who serve me is called May. She was good, making small talk with me not to let me feel bored. The way she handles my hands and legs was great and relaxing cos I never really like doing medicure due to the fact you cant move your fingers but yesterday was diff i could move my fingers, even flipping thru magz lor :)
I esp love the pedicure cos they included the scrub for me too :)
After all these pampering, I ended up signing up a 10 sessions package with them for medicure n pedicure at $390 :) I thought I should pamper myself once in a while :>
