Offers
Two offers on hands, dont know how to handle.
One from NTU and the other being a recruitment consultant. I love to be back in NTU but then the pay structure not out yet so I do not dare to reject the recruitment consultant and the worst thing is I got to reply by early next week to the recruitment consultant if I want to accept the offer anot :(
How?
If NTU offer me the pay that I proposed then I think it would be good cos what I need now is a stable income so that I could save some money but if offer me 2.3k and less hmmm then really must consider.
What Kind of Girl Are You?
| You are a Brainy Girl! |
 Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books. You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more. For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests. A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either! |
What Kind of Bride Will You Be?
I thought this really what I am thinking of :)
| You Will Be a Traditional Bride! |
 You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional. You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown. It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins! |
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.
You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. For you, it's all about possibilities.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
Are You a Good Girlfriend?
| You are a Great Girlfriend |
 When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
What's Your Love Type?
| Your Love Type: INFJ |
 The Protector
In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.
Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.
Best matches: ENTP and ENFP |
I Thought...
I thought and still do now that a couple should be able to share everything esp when both says that we will be commited to each other.
But maybe able to share everything doesnt apply to every couple esp to mine?
I am sad and still do, I suppose what he says kind of hurt my heart. What do he mean by this sentence "just let me settle myself, you dont need to bother as long as I got put aside the 1k." I really hate it when he always do these kind of things and saying all these things. So does that mean me the so said "wife-to-be" of his is not suppose to ask or know anything esp when it come to finance of his? How can he expect me to marry him like this?
I turned my head away and look out of the window like I did everytime in the car when I dont want to let him see me crying and broke down. Tears just continue to slide down from my eyes.
我曾 认真 深爱著一个人 他给我幸福的可能
我等 我问 未来何时发生 他只是给我一个吻
快乐 我哭 是因为你的手 曾答应带我向前走
难过 我哭 是因为我的手 找不到你说的以后
好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流 感动和悲伤都是理由
Pek Chek
Some times I just feel so pek chek, upset, sad whatever you call all the feeling when I am not able to communicate with Kel, him not being able to understand and get how I feel and what I mean and of course what I am really thinking. At times I just feel he dont understanding me at all.
I am super ultra pek chek now!
Why?
I still cant quite figure out and get over the fact the Yoko had lefted us. I feel so sad yet I dont think anyone can see it from my face, I am just the same as usual, but inside me I felt so sad that I would just think what really happen. Sometimes I will just looked up at a block of flat and start counting to 8th flr then look up. I know I am sad :(
Last time, I would just let go by crying but this time round, there were no tears at all so all I can do now was to let go of my sadness by talking to my family but not to Kel cos I know he is sad too and didnt really want to talk on this topic. But I guess I am better off talking and letting it out.
I just hope time will help us heal this wound.
I miss you, Yoko.
What A Day
Today, I not sure what kind of day is today. There were good and bad news.
Good news was I think the interview that I went on Tue got a positive answer, now just waiting to see how's the salary and benefits package. If the package is good then I think I will be working soon, but if it's not good then I dont think I will want it. Anyway will see how.
Bad news, which I think was really bad and sad. Sad till there wasnt even a drop of tear coming out from my eyes.
Kel's dog, Yoko jumped or dropped from his 8th floor unit and passed away. Nobody knows what happened at that moment cos there wasnt anyone at home then. It was sad that the dog decided to end her life just like that. Seriously I still cant find a reason, how could the dog drop from the window. Kel's mum was so sad, she was so close to Yoko.
I am still thinking just last night that I should bring my puppy, Yoyo to meet Yoko but then I thought Kel would says wait till Sun lor since so much time, dont need to bring tonight. Sometime, things are just so strange, wait and wait, time dont really wait for anyone or anything lor. See just a day the dog passed away and would never have a chance to meet Yoyo. That why I always told Kel, why must wait, why always ask you do thing or what must says wait, now come to mind now go and do, if wait and wait, really somethg happen then it's too late. Time really dont wait for ppl lor. See this was what happen! So everyone if there's really anythg that you wan to do or says to anyone, you better do it now else it might be too late and never have a chance anymore.
Interview today :)
Going for the interview later, didnt prepare anything, just hope I can perform at the interview cos I always think I not good when it comes to interview so hope for the best.
Found this lovely motel/hotel
http://www.love-motel.com.tw/ First saw the pics in the email that my sis sent to me. I think its really good for newly wed couple on honeymoon or those who want to add some romance into their married life :)
New Puppy :)
Kel got me a puppy today for my Anniversary cum Birthday cum Christmas present for this year :) We been choosing for a long time and finally decided on one today :)
Here the puppy :)


Puppy and me :)