What will you do...........
What will you do when you know your patience is running low with your other half?What will you do when your other half know he should shut his mouth up first and stop irriated you when you are damm fed up with him yet he still trying to make you see his point and force you to think you are the one who is wrong?
What will you do when you simply just hate what your other half is doing to you?
What will you do when your heart just tells you that the guy beside you is simply not for you?
What will you do when the closeness between you and him is going to be ZERO soon?
What will you do when your other half didnt really even bother to keep the fire burning, chemistry going?
What will you do when you feel your other half dont even have a single interest in you anymore?
What will you do when you feel that hugs and kisses are important to bring closeness and happiness to a relation yet your other half simply dont think so and heck care?
What will you do when even your head start to think the same as your heart?
What will you do when you start to not let your other half knows what is bothering you about him?
What will you do when there are so many questions that you are not sure on your other half when even both of you are together for 5 years plus?
What will you do when you decided that you will stop saying we should give ourselves some time to cool things down and think things thru if we are suitable and just go for another guy when there is one?
What will you do when even you are really sad / depress / angry / disappointed etc with your other half but just give a happy face to your other half, dont tell him anything and simply keep everythings in your heart?
There are so many WHAT WILL YOU DO QUESTIONS IN ME right now.............why cant I just disappear into thin air NOW!!!!
I havnt been happy these days with him (3 quarrels in less than a week), even after all the talks we had after the big big break he still cant shut up when I am angry and fed up. He just loves to add the salt and vineger onto the wound and make it more worst. At times, I even think he did it purposely just for the kick of it. And the best thing was he always choose the time when I have an interview the next day! DAMM! AND MAKE MY MOOD REALLY BAD AND CANT PERFORM WELL AT THE INTERVIEW JUST LIKE MY INTERVIEW ON TUESDAY THAT I LOOK FORWARD SO MUCH. ALL SPOILT BY HIM. AND I HAVING ANOTHER INTERVIEW TOMORROW, AND HERE HE WAS AGAIN QUARRELLING WITH ME ON THE EVE OF THE INTERVIEW!!!!! I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT ON EARTH IS HE TRYING TO DO!!!!!
posted by Tritri @ 10:37:00 PM
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