Feel like a piece of shit
I feel just like a piece of shit right now. My mood was and still damm bad right now.If you are someone bf, what will you do when you see your gf is crying? Do you assume and presumme that she is angry with you BECAUSE OF A STUPID CAR and start to says all those words that makes her feel that who is this guy standing beside me right now, is he really my bf or is he just some stranger who I hope he could just disappear into thin air at that very moment? That is what Kel did when he saw me this morning at my place. Before he could get the FACTS CORRECT, he start to assume that I am angry cos he got to return the car at 3 pm later. Come on idoilt, I dont even know you driving what, whose or are you driving when I see you ok!!! Even before I ask you what car you driving, I am already crying. No matter how much I wanted to hug you tight at that moment to tell you what happen, you just assume I am angry with your CAR!!!! That how much you push me away from you AGAIN for the dont know how many times!!!! Why cant you be more sensetive to me? Is it really so hard for you to just hug me and ask "Dear, why are you crying, what's wrong? I'm sorry that I made you angry (even when you think you didnt, maybe you shld just shut up and stop all watever u want to explain and says) dont angry anymore, I will try to improve really." Damm for the DONT KNOW HOW MANY THOUSANDS OF TIMES I told you dont argue with me or try to reason with me when I am in this state!!! So this is what you called you are and have change so much??? To me you are just the same old BASTARD!!!!
Pardon me this time round for using all those words if other ppl are reading this, I just cant take it anymore.
posted by Tritri @ 11:49:00 AM
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