Bring me back to Brisbane
Sometimes, I really just feel like being alone, alone in a world of my own where there are no people. I know this sound strange but I guess I want to run away from everything, yes everything from family to problems. Maybe part of me that want to get marry as soon as possible is due to the problems at home. I just want to leave everything behind and start fresh.I not sure how long I can still take it without going mad. I miss and I mean it, really miss the carefree life in Brisbane, far away from SG, it was tough and alone yet I was happier there. I love my family, I really do. I do miss my family, miss my parents, worried that there nobody taking care of them but I do not want to bombard myself with all the forever never ending problems in my family, I am too sensitive to everything people said to me especially my parents. I just take after my dad so much, just like coming out from the same mould. Just a word from him I would think a lot a lot because I can actually sense and know what is in his brain.
Last time, I used to tell Kel how much I would miss my life in Brisbane, why I do not want to come back to SG but he can never understand why I just scare to come back to SG. Now I just keep everything to myself, I too tired to explain to Kel anymore, he will always find things to say back to me. At times I just want him to understand how I feel when I am down, unhappy and sad. At times I just want to have someone by my side who really can lend me a shoulder to cry on. There are just too many things that I do not wish to face.
posted by Tritri @ 11:14:00 AM
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