A Walk with Kel
Spent the day with Kel and realise that both of us really got nowhere to go and nothing to do. Boring right? Isnt dating suppose to be full of fun, laughter, activities even nothing to do also should be happy cos the one you love is just beside you? I guess this is just not for both of us.After dinner, I told Kel maybe we should take a walk at the nearby Bishan Park cos in my memory I dont quite remember when was the last time we walk there hand in hand. But the walk didnt turn out well, maybe the feel is not good. We got nothing much to talk, and halfway thru not even half of the park, Kel said nothing much infront maybe we should turn back :( blah :( A walk in the park needs to have thing in front to see than can walk? A walk isnt it just like walking hand in hand in leisure, taking your own sweet time etc talk about anything just enjoy the company of each other? I guess this is just not us or maybe just not him again :(
In the car, I asked him did we ever walk frm J8 back to my place? He replied no, I was sad not sure why but maybe maybe and maybe there just not much fond memories of him and me together. And I really dont quite like his sentence, you just too emotional, think too much, and want things as if in Taiwan series.
Hai~~ maybe he just dont understand...........I am not happy.....I just want some quiet sweet happy time together.....fond memories that I could fill up the space in my heart that he left..... memories that I could tell my children or even grandchildren again and again that how gd kel is.....Is this too much to ask for? Is this counted as I am just living in my dreams and only Taiwan series will have?
He just makes me feel I am asking for too much :(
posted by Tritri @ 11:09:00 PM
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