Becoming Daily Practice
These days for the past few weeks, I think crying in the office has became a daily common practice for me. I can just suddenly felt my tears dropping be it I am doing my work, having my lunch or just so occupied by anythg. I tried to keep myself occupied by keeping myself real busy infact I am so busy that at times I dont even have time for lunch, yet it was not enough.Is this a sign of depression? A stage where I gone through when I was in Aussie alone? I am scare of going back to that horrified stage again, something which I just want to leave behind and never look back.
Kel wasnt helping me much either. I just got so depressed, sad and disappointed about him and the wedding plans that I told him we are just not ready for a life time committment now, just put everything aside for now, although he sent me an sms to tell me yes we are ready but that wasnt enough to prove the readiness.
Maybe I do need to see a counselor or someone who I can just pour everything out.......
posted by Tritri @ 11:12:00 AM
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