To be Angry or Not Angry?
Sometimes, I really think should I be angry or not angry?Another 5 mins conversation with Kel while on our way back to my place from Northpoint.
Me: What did you chat with your good friend during that late night you gone to look for him?
Kel: Nothing much. Just normal stuffs, our pros etc.
Me: Didnt you tell him about us?
Kel: Yes.
Me: So what did he suggest?
Kel: Just dont think too much.
Me: Dont think too much then why dont you just break then.
Kel: WHY ARE YOU SO NEGATIVE, YOU KNOW YOU JUST LET ME FELT PISS ETC. (I didnt bother or should I says my ears just rejected whatever he says after he start rising his voice)
Awhile later when I ignored him for like 15 mins.
Kel: Why angry?
Me: Quiet.
Kel: Didnt you says when we have pros, we should talk it out?
Me: Quiet.
Cab reached my place and I just go straight up without turning back!
I feel not that I want to think negatively, but when come to him I got nothing but negative stuffs.
Imagine, when he just smsed me that day to says the 2 of us should really have a good talk face to face to avoid anymore quarrels that will make our relationship worst, but till now a week gone by, I dont see him putting in any effort to talk to me on anything. Since he quiet so I just quiet too.
And the sentence that I says when we have pros we should talk it out. Why should I talk it out? If I didnt remembered wrongly just on Thursday night, when I tried to talk to him on a pro, he just told me off that I am always grambling and nagging. So right now I am just not prepare to get myself to talk to him if there is any pro!
posted by Tritri @ 11:16:00 PM
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