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Friday, August 05, 2005

Another cold war day

Dont talk to me? Good, fine stay with that, fine with me. I will not talk too since we dont really have much to talk infact. Maybe soon we be done with each other, cant really stand him anymore!

I dont want someone like him to be my husband when I really started to think last night. There are just so much things that both of us just cant stand each other at all, we are simply the opposite! We will never be able to work things out I suppose.

Now both of us in Aussie, isnt it just like the both of us just married and staying with each other in our lovenest? But why are things so different from what I am thinking? We are not happy at all, keep on quarrelling etc. We dont have things to talk to each other etc etc. Is this telling me, we shldnt be together at all? If we ever get marry, will he be the same like now? This is frightening me, I dont like this kind of marriage life, I rather not marry then.

Why am I still here? I really dont know and cant find a reason to this apart from being his maid. Damm it I am just a maid! Happy just come and talk to me, not happy just continue with his normal life everyday, sleep, go uni, come back play game, eat then sleep again, this cycle just went on and on. I think I shld get my life back too!