Another Quarrel
Not sure why do we quarrel so much. It is because we been together for 4 years, we cant stand each other anymore and the effort to trying to understand each other is no longer there?Sometimes I really wonder why am I still in aust when I could happily be back in Sin with my family and friends, how I miss them. Staying here with him, I thought he shld at least try to appreacite me and not like well maybe this not how he think or what but to me I feel so lonely over here. Ya he says he so envy me that everyday no sch, can just do anything I like, watch VCDs, surf net etc etc but the fact is I rather he give me more attention. Just like at dinner, we could just eat and just talk to each other for less then 3 sentences so pathetic right? Even the trip down to gold coast or back to brissy he could just slp all the way ignoring me. Damm it! Who I am to him? Not to says Gold Coast, even just a 10 mins drive he can just close his eyes and sleep. Thinking back about the trip to Sunshine Coast make me even more angry. Maybe I should just really pack my bags and return to Sin. I feel so much more wanted by my family then to him. I just feel so stupid, just like a driver and maid to him.
Maybe if I am able to choose again, I might not choose him as my bf at all.
posted by Tritri @ 9:34:00 PM
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