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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Mails

Just now he received the bills from Three and Optus, if last time, he would just opened it as soon as he received them but this time round he didnt. Why didnt he open up the mails in the car? I was waiting for him to do that to clear my doubts on him. We had a hugh quarrel on this. I just cant stand him being so extra careful with all these little things that he used to be so open about cos he got nothing to scare of. Now he like everything so extra careful scare to let me see or touch. He is giving me those unnecessary stress etc. The more he is like that the more suspicious I am. Why cant he give me some security??? He shouted at me: Yes, I just dont want to let you see! Why must you see!?? My God, at that moment my world came crushing down. There it is standing a stranger infront of me, I not sure who he is at all. I know this is just not the man I was to be with in the future, I cant be with someone who cant even let me see or touch his handphone, bills etc etc. How is it possible to be husband and wife in this?????