Insercure
I have been feeling so unsercure, not for what he did in the past, maybe abit but not all mostly is due to he never did mention or discuss anything with me on our future. And please get it into you brain that I am not clinging on what happened in the past!!! I have already told u for a few hundreds thousands of time that it is not just the past that makes me insercure!!! I am going to 27 soon and almost 5 years in this relationship, never once he says anything which makes me feel so insercure in this relation.Last night, we had and arguement on this, arguement was not started on this but on another topic which he should know. How I hate him on that too. Dont come and put ur trouble on me when it is not due to me that you had to do whatever thing!!!
I feel that maybe we should let things cool down first, so I suggested that maybe we should just be seprated for the 6 months that he is going back to Aust, to think things over. When he is ready to discuss on those things then tell me cos I really dont like the feeling of being insercure in a relationship. And having no comittment from him is another thing he had to think over.
Sometime I really hate him, did he think of me as his gf at all? Why he just cant discuss things with me. He can says yes he did have planning for us but he never says it out cos he is still studying and no financial at all, anythg he says now would be empty promise. Yes I do admit that anything he says now would be empty promise but at least he let me know that we do have our future together and not like now the future seem so blur! You always should have some goal ahead for you to achieve right? Tell me what you have in mind for the two of us!! If you dont have and dont discuss with me on this mean there is never a future for us in your mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by Tritri @ 9:21:00 AM
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