Cant Sleep AGAIN
Cant get to sleep once again :( My eyes were wide open by 6.30 AM this morning arghhh why cant I go back to sleep? I think there are alots of things that occupied my thoughts till I cant sleep :(So many things to think about:
- Am I going to continue my studies after I grad in June?
- If I dont continue with my studies, what do I want to do after that?
- If I continue which course should I go for?
Arghh there are so many other questions in my mind apart from the few above, hate making choices. Why do people have to make choices and even more choices when they grow older?
Wanna find someone to talk to but just cant seem to bring myself to talk to anyone. Is it that when you grow older, your friends become more distant to you? Used to be so good friends yet now seem like normal friends? Sometimes I just feel life is so cruel, not letting any space for me to stop and think and slow down a little. Maybe this is just like a sentence that I came across in one of the Taiwan series: "The world will not stop turning and moving just for you, even if you die today, the world will still continue to turn."
I really missed those days back in Secondary School, felt so carefree altot at times felt stressed on studies but was really happy back then not like now, everything got to worry and scare that I might make the wrong choices along the way.
我不知道, 往前一步, 還能不能應付.....
posted by Tritri @ 5:26:00 AM
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