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Monday, October 18, 2004

Rainy day

Been raining since yesterday late afternoon. Infact the sky been cloudy since Sat, which is the kind of weather that I like most. Not warm or not too cold feel just nice for me. Maybe the weather just reflect my mood also?

Havent been feeling happy these days, think I am stress up by all my assignments and stuffs. So just like the weather feeling kind of moody. Hope my mood would cheer up after the last assignment, which I should be handing in on Wednesday instead of today cos havent even touch on the part B research plan yet hai~. Have to force myself really sit down in front of my laptop to work on it. Not sure why I just cant seem to work on this piece of assignment, just bias on doing think I hate this subject too much :( but I need a 6 in this :(

Saw RX this morning when I went to my real estate agent office, somehow or rather the feeling is diff. Not like last time, we are so close friends, now we are like 2 normal friends or can I call it those hi and bye friends? Strange right? I dont understand this logic myself. Or was it he was with his gf everytime when we saw each other haha and he only got eyes for his gf and nothing else surround him? Might be hor?

Rainy day just affect my mood so much.......made me think lots more.......

Reflections after I met RX this morning

Sometimes I just feel life is so strange, this moment 2 persons can be so good but the next moment just like 2 strangers meeting on the street.

When we grow up friends get lesser and lesser......or rather those really true friend will stay put with you for life and be there for you always but those friends hmm just crossing the paths at some junction of your life choose diff path and went away from your life.....this is just so sad when you really try to tresure and cherish all the friends and try to keep in contact etc but the other party just dont appreciate what you are trying to do.

一步一步的前进, 我渐渐离开过去.....